Post by Weird_O on May 25, 2004 0:56:43 GMT -5
… it’s what? Three years? God, its been a long time. The prospect of seeing you again brings back a lot of happy memories. Well, not all happy I admit… but it’s surprising that things and feelings that you’ve thought gone and forgotten ages ago is vividly displayed to you in live colors as if it just happened yesterday.
What was it in you? For a lot of people you are just one of the throngs of people they met everyday. Unremarkable? …one of the reactions I got when asked who in our college would be the top ten head turners. Surprising everyone including myself, I put you at number three. You haven’t even made it on the others list.
… really… what was it about you that is special? Is it because of your eyes and the way you flicker those eyelashes… or the sense of focus and intensity you shown thru your eyes… was it because you have an unfathomable aura of joy that God knows where you’re getting? … or the lips… the boundless source of smiles you have ready anytime and for anyone… freely given? Or is it the way you carry daily life in college… as if unconcerned and flying in and out of classes and still have the energy to chat and smile and do something productive and worthwhile without being bookish or boorish or dull and routinary?
What was it, three years and several sleepless nights, and I still can’t figure it out.
One thing I’m sure of… I fell off without knowing what hit me. And it really dazzles me somewhat that it’s you out of the lot of people I met… OMG it’s you and I really don’t know if I’m even right for the likes of you. But by God maybe it’s really you… one of those things you call… fantasy?
I’m wondering perhaps if you’ve thought about me even for once just for honesties sake and tell me whether you considered this Guy to what could have been? Or in just a fleeting moment of boredom you imagined of you and me together? Was it as pleasant as mine? Or the thought of it just didn’t register in your busy mind querying for results that just hits nothing because it’s just not compute and the parameters are just that… Null. Or haven’t you just attempted to write the script in your mind but failed to execute it because it crashed before you make it gagah wonderful?
… but why do I even bother? I wouldn’t even gain pogi points for it? So why bother? Maybe because this puny little mind is trying to justify whether the sleepless nights and brain cells spent are just and well spent and maybe the reassurance that maybe I even made it to the list of… hmmm… maybe... wow what a lot of maybes!
Whether you’ve put me on the first of your indexes or sorted me to last and least, I admit that hey! It’s really nice knowing someone like you… for now, you’ll still be on my list… for now you’ll still be a dream… until someone comes along who’s someone like you…
What was it in you? For a lot of people you are just one of the throngs of people they met everyday. Unremarkable? …one of the reactions I got when asked who in our college would be the top ten head turners. Surprising everyone including myself, I put you at number three. You haven’t even made it on the others list.
… really… what was it about you that is special? Is it because of your eyes and the way you flicker those eyelashes… or the sense of focus and intensity you shown thru your eyes… was it because you have an unfathomable aura of joy that God knows where you’re getting? … or the lips… the boundless source of smiles you have ready anytime and for anyone… freely given? Or is it the way you carry daily life in college… as if unconcerned and flying in and out of classes and still have the energy to chat and smile and do something productive and worthwhile without being bookish or boorish or dull and routinary?
What was it, three years and several sleepless nights, and I still can’t figure it out.
One thing I’m sure of… I fell off without knowing what hit me. And it really dazzles me somewhat that it’s you out of the lot of people I met… OMG it’s you and I really don’t know if I’m even right for the likes of you. But by God maybe it’s really you… one of those things you call… fantasy?
I’m wondering perhaps if you’ve thought about me even for once just for honesties sake and tell me whether you considered this Guy to what could have been? Or in just a fleeting moment of boredom you imagined of you and me together? Was it as pleasant as mine? Or the thought of it just didn’t register in your busy mind querying for results that just hits nothing because it’s just not compute and the parameters are just that… Null. Or haven’t you just attempted to write the script in your mind but failed to execute it because it crashed before you make it gagah wonderful?
… but why do I even bother? I wouldn’t even gain pogi points for it? So why bother? Maybe because this puny little mind is trying to justify whether the sleepless nights and brain cells spent are just and well spent and maybe the reassurance that maybe I even made it to the list of… hmmm… maybe... wow what a lot of maybes!
Whether you’ve put me on the first of your indexes or sorted me to last and least, I admit that hey! It’s really nice knowing someone like you… for now, you’ll still be on my list… for now you’ll still be a dream… until someone comes along who’s someone like you…